#i love you
When I am with you
I don’t need wings to fly
you make me rise high
higher than the clouds could ever be
There are so many people in this world
and my eyes landed on you
and I realized
I only want you
One day you will open your eyes
and you will see
that the sun only shines for you
and that my love for you
will be endless
In your arms I was the happiest
I have been for long
how could I have known
my happy place will hurt me so bad
And every time I had these bad thoughts
the ones that put me down
the ones that were so cruel to my mind
you were there
making me strong again
How could I let myself fall
for you so fast
like a glass my heart fell into your hands
but you didn’t catch it
and it shattered on the ground
Oh can you not see the sparks
that fly from my chest
every time I look at you
Is it worth my pain
to give you the time
to make up your mind
what if your final decision
hurts more than being uncertain
Even if I don’t want it and I’m trying to avoid it
sometimes my mind takes me back
to like we were before you left
reliving the moments we had
breaking my heart all over again
And I’m torn between
wanting to feel your lips on mine
and staying strong
not giving you the chance to break me again
If you didn’t want this to continue
why did you kiss me back
why did you touch my neck
You came in my life like a wrecking ball
unexpected and fast
for a moment I thought
you could be the one
but you were a wrecking ball
destroying the building
that was my life
and the furniture inside
that were my heart and feelings
And somehow it’s sad
how much I still want you
even though you keep
pushing me away
I can smell your scent
wherever I go
but when I think about you
I can’t even remember how your hand felt in mine
I will be there for you
Oh how my soul is aching
for a lover
that will understand the pain
I carry around in my heart
the fear I have in my head
I need someone to understand
Hold my hand
and tell me you care for me
put a smile on my face
and tell me I’m beautiful
make me laugh
and make our time together magical
Why did it take so long
for me to realize
that everything that happened
ruined me
When I look in your eyes
I see a bright future
I see a happy life
a life that I spend next to you
I still remember our first meeting
I was so nervous to sit next to you
I think I forgot how to talk
and then you started the conversation
and suddenly everything was fine
